totahsam

Well,  I can’t go a week without some kind of major drama going on in my life.   I have been worried sick all weekend.  Eating wasn’t a problem.  I was too sick to my stomach to eat.   Have you ever been immobilized with fear and dread?   Has it ever lasted all weekend?  It did with me.

The cause of all this?

We’re having a company wide meeting tomorrow.  The upper-management from Albuquerque are coming down and we are shutting down all operations for this meeting. 

Most of us have a strong suspicion that our office is being shut down.  Yeah,  I’m going to be out of a job.  In one of the poorest states in the union in one of the poorest cities in the state.   Yes,  I’m freaking out.  FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK  <–  See!  that’s me, freaking out.

More later.   I have to start working now.   Why?  Your guess is as good as mine.  Habit?